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The REAL LIFE is growing day by day with sth I couldn't afford. I stand alone to face the wheel of time unfold.

Finally, I persuade myself to stay with my family. Acturally, I have no choice. What a shame and what a pity! I deleted the website of renting house in BJ in my favorite files easily and uncovered the photos in my purse with all my strength.

I'm sure it's a absolutely right dicision coz today my father is in hospital. He has been cought the ache several times these four months. I could feel the pain in his body and sorrow in his heart.....My mom is getting better from the broken-bones. It seems that I am getting better to be a single girl, maybe.

I'm trying to pursuit of happiness all the time. But recently, I'm busy handling things one by one. A little hopeless and helpless. I'm giving in to all my fears. Living strongly and bravely like a man by myself.

Althought I really need some one to help me, I cannot fall in love with any one. I have no time to let him know me or take care of him.  I should control the wrong feeling. All the ambiguous signals are only misunderstandings.

Everything's gonna be OK, right? So, let me be a supergirl.